I'm fucked up... I can't seem to get things right, can't seem to get the ones i love the best things i want them to have, can't even make them happy...

How fucked am i? I'm in a shit hole so deep, i stink, i stink to the max... Who loves me? Roaches and rats...

I want to be the pillar of strength, the one to talk to, the one that make things right...

God damn it Terence, shut up and get urself out of the shit hole...

I really want to... I just love to....

May the ones i love always be happy... God willing, i'll trade anything for their happinness...