Ahh, finally i can write a post again after such a long time.. Been slacking around since i stopped working but have been enjoying a wondeful wondeful time with my gf Xinyi until one day, i decided to spoil everything by being jealous (again) and actually almost breaking up before valentine's day came. Some people may find it odd why am i writing all these here but actually i dun find it odd at all, i wanna remind myself on my blog about how childish i was and i wish to wake up! Its really no use getting jealous and possessive, yes it maybe because u were hurt before or that you really love your other one so much that you can't bear to lose her but one must also remember that love is where one puts another's heart before his or her own. To be able to achieve self-sacrifice is something not many can do and i wish to do it for her, Lin Xinyi. We finally made up, two days before Valentine's, but not before she warned me about how tired she is becoming and warned me not to slip up again. Dun worry dear, i will not slip up again, i cannot afford to live my life on like this, i really need to change myself and make myself better for the better of everyone. That aside, we had a great great dinner at the River Cafe, located at Robertson Quay, the food is australian cuisine and it was simply superb! We started with a appetiser of abalone, fried crab meat over salad, goose liver wrapped in fresh sliced tuna and a soup which i still dunno what it is. Heh... Then the main course, we both chose a medium rare beef steak which was superb and lastly the dessert which had mango sorbet, ice-cream with cranberries, fried ice-cream on mint and a chocolate brownie! The service at the restaurant was really nice, there was also chocolates for us and a poloraid picture taken for us! A very very memorable dinner for me because its the first time i brought a girl to such a lavish restaurant and i highly reccomend it to everyone to even dine there on normal days because the ambience and food is simply, my favourite tagline... World-Class! And.... To top it all off, i received my Valentine present, A MONT BLANC WALLET!!! can u believe it? My dream brand, i always wanted to own something from there and i finally own one! All because my beautiful gf decided to get me one... Its really a dream come true for me, thank you very much dear, it has really been god's blesiing to have met you.. And not just because of the gift, but also because u have taught me so much, made me grow up, made me learn to love new food, music, shows, everything! Everyday is a learning session for me and though we argue and quarrel sometimes, i still believe its because we care. If none of us care, we wouldn't have bothered, we would have just gone away. I will cherish u alot baby, i promise, because there is none other like you and can ever take your place, i love you more than any other girl in the past, its a personal promise to you to love you always and you can think that everything i said is a lie but dear, this sentence about me loving u more than any other girl, pls dear, its the truth and nothing but the truth...
The date is 1st November 2006, and it’s a special day cause its my birthday! It was really wonderful, at exactly 12 midnight, my dearest girlfriend Xinyi wished me a happy birthday and honestly, it was the sweetest msg ever. (sorry, cannot publish, for my eyes only!) Hee... I went to work as usual, went to IMM to desperately try and find a café for the shoot of Chase 2 which is called Afterhours now. The reason why I haven been blogging its cause I have been busy working on the set of Afterhours starring Joanne Peh, Utt, Linda and Max. A great show to add as my portfolio and I hope I’ll be able to get more good projects soon! The cast wished me a happy birthday and sang me a song! Haha, paiseh sia, stars singing birthday song to nobody, haha but thanks! But it was after work that I became excited, my dear dear is bringing me to a place to eat and I have absolutely no idea where is she bringing me to! (although she doesn’t believe me at all, hiahz! ☺) We took a taxi to Harbourfront and I was guessing is it the revolving tower at Sentosa that she is bringing me to? She said no, but we would be taking the cable which just a few days ago, because we were filming there, was just talking to her about it! And now we’re here! We took to Mount Faber and then got off the cable car, afterwhich a table was set up inside the cable car! Its called sky dining! So cool! I absolutely dunno this thing existed, I’m serious, quite swakoo I guess! Xinyi’s super sweet, she must have spent quite a sum on me cause her present also included a Motorola Krzr K1! She also made a handmade gift for me which u can see in my pictures! My goodness, I really love you so much dear! The dinner started with a smoked salmon salad and then tomato soup, followed by a generous beef sirloin steak with wedges and sauce, dun forget the red wine too (she gave me a lesson on how to drink too!). And to top it all off, a brownie and a chocolate fudge cake! Mmmmm, a fantastic meal I must say and I credit it all to my wonderful wonderful girlfriend Xinyi who really really surprised me with everything and made this a wonderful evening. So fun, the cable car ride, we were like so excited yet anxious and scared, could feel the tingling in my thighs! We took it so many times but the funny thing is only when at the end when we finished eating and were taking the ride for the last time did we start to get really scared, haha, so cute the both of us! We wanted to go KM8 and she bought a new bikini for it but sadly it rained yesterday so we couldn’t go, my birthday lei, hiahz, but never mind, we went to play game at cineleisure instead, hee, so fun! I really love you so very much dear, thank u so much for everything and thank God for u and my mum, the two most important women in my life, I really love the gifts, dinner and everything but most importantly, I love you Xinyi. We have many differences though we have been together for only 10 plus months, I’m really sorry to make u so angry all the time and please forgive me. I really learned one thing from the quarrel we had a few days earlier and that is to trust and understand and not just tolerate and then when one cannot tolerate, just let go everything and spoil the relationship. I love you dear, more than anything else in the world and I will never give you up, never ever…
